Hey

Wow that last entrie was real depressing. Well i'm much better now. Thats stupid reteat i went on turned out to be awesome! I'm so glad I went. I really needed something for just me and to get away from all the stupid shit. So I am way better. Well all i've been doing the past few days is working...I think they are thinking about making me a crewleader which is pretty cool. i'm excited. And I just got a bunch of new make up for school. Its this like really nice line called Merlane Norman. Its supposed to be as good as Clinique. We went to the store yesterday and me and my sister got make overs and mini facials! It was awesome. So I definitly have to go shopping with Nichole for school stuff. I think I have a couple new pairs of jeans but thats it. Omg! and i'm getting my room made over! I'm so excited. I'm getting a new bed and everything. I think i'm gonna paint my room orange. EeK! i'm so excited. Well theres not much more to say. So out I am! XOXOXOXO

<3

Sam

Hey,

Today was a very interesting day...i Went to training for a new job and like had this mental laspes and told the guy i couldn't do it. I just don't think I can bring myself to leave the theater. Then i came home and went up to Founders days with Nichole, Anna, Jonny and my sister. It was ok. KInda boring and ghetto but oh well. Then we went over to the car show and saw Kevin and he said some more shit to me. I jsut don't get it. The harrasment keeps coming well after we're broken up. Oh yea and found out dumb and dumber ditched me cuz they couldn't think of anything else to get me to understand they're not interested. Whatever! I am just lookin for people to hang out with. Fuck relationships. Guys are assholes. I'll just stick with friends. Guys ruin everything. They ruin friendships, summers and basically life. Fuck them. Ok on a happier note...Oh wait there isn't one. I have to leave for a stupid retreat tomorrow at 8 in the morning. Its bullshit. No one there wants me there and I don't even want to go. I hate life. It all sucks!

Hey

Yea!!! Its been a while. Actually a long time but oh well. Nothing really exciting happened. Well yesterday i hung out with Nichole and Caitlin. It was fun. Went bowling then got yelled at for not holding the bowling ball the right way. I mean who really uses their second and middle finger to bowl? Not me! HeHe. Then came home and swam for the rest of the nite. Dumb and Dumber ditched us they're stupid bastards. Oh well. Guys are stupid but ya gotta love them. Thats pretty much it. So chow for now! XOXOXOXO

<3Sam

Currently Listening The Beautiful Letdown By Switchfoot Dare You to Move see related

Hey,

It has been a tough past couple of days. With rents and work its just been a bitch. Oh well. Its getting better I think. My Aunt from florida few out here friday. I'm excited! I'm really not up to anything interesting....but I love the 90 degree weather. Its amazing. Tanning all the way! well before I bore you any further...Toodlezzz XOXOXOXO

Currently Listening Take It All Away By Ryan Cabrera True see related

Hey,

Happy Late 4th of July! Lol I kno i'm a nerd...but you gotta love me anyway. Nothin new over here. Works sucks, family is on the nerves but its all good. Still hangin with Nichole, Mantas, and Alek. Caitlin broke her phone so i can' talk to her anymore. But oh well. I don't kno what else to tlak about. Toodelzz!

True By Ryan Cabrara (Amazing song!!!!)

I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think
I don't look
But deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attached to you

I'm weak
It's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

You don't know
What you do
Every time you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak
It's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try, anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try, anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true